i dont understand,

i dont understand why things happen,

and i dont know how things will get fix.

how to love again?

how to be brave again?

how to look into the future when,

you knew its going to be this way but turn out the other way?

it took me so long to learn what forever can be like,

and how long will it take again to make me learn not to cry?

someone need alcohol to go to sleep after break up,

someone need wet their pillow before completely asleep.

someone just need a forever life ending to peacefully sleep forever.

and hope tonight, is a peaceful night.

a loving, a true love will never go.