On August 24th 2007, this girl woke up in a different bed. She remembered this was the same room she slept in but in an all different decoration. She walked down the stair and saw all those weird furniture. She saw this white lady, and she was looking at her. They both didn’t know who she is. The girl asked who she is. The lady told her a name and asked about the girl’s name. She said she can’t remember who she is, what her name is, and where she is - lies. The lady was a nice person; she helped her to get a new id. People just treated her as she lost her memorize. Now her name is Elizabeth, 16 years old, and in a new high school taking gr11 course. And by the way, she went back to 1973.

Time pass so fast, Elizabeth is 49 now. It was 2006, someday in October. She still remembered the first day she met her true love before she shift to another space, so she went to FirstMarkhamPlace – a very tiny Chinese shopping mall. She saw a WuShu demo there and saw her old friends. They were still young and look the same as the last time Elizabeth saw them. Helen was sitting there eating. This old lady went up to talk to her.

“Hi, are you performing with them too? You are so young.”-Elizabeth

“Oh, yes. Hi. There are even younger people in this team too.”-Helen

So then they talked for a while. Helen was a open girl and she told Elizabeth everything about her which Elizabeth already knew 49 years ago. Helen likes both of those 2 boys in blue and red pants. The elder brother’s name was Chris a name Elizabeth will never forget in her whole life. Elizabeth was smiling and listening to her stories, because she might never have chance to talk to her old friend again. And then Elizabeth asked “Do you have any friends to come to see you?” Helen smiled and said “Yes, Wendy and Lisa are coming.” Elizabeth stood there for a long while and thinking how to face herself in a way other than standing in front of the mirror. After she saw Wendy and Lisa came and sat down.

Elizabeth looked at herself and smiled. She went up to Chris and talked to him.

“Hi young man, I heard that you are one of the coaches here. You look so young.”

“Hahaha, I am not really young actually. Are you here by yourself? How do you think of our demo.”

“So you are saying you are 25? Can’t believe it. (Can you feel something?) Oh about the demo, I think its great. Good luck.”

“Thanks. And I look like 25? That’s weird. Someone name Wendy just said that too me too. She is funny.”

“By the way, this floor is really hard; it’s easy to get hurt. Be careful.”

“Thank you.”

Elizabeth walked away.

Winter came. Elizabeth walked in a park in a late night and saw a young couple walking in the park and holding hands. They seemed so happy with each other. Elizabeth knew they will be together forever, even though they would get separate by something call time.

Elizabeth remembered Chris was going on a trip to china soon and so was Wendy.

Elizabeth remembered Wendy was back already and Chris was still in China.

Elizabeth remembered August 24^th morning would be the day that Wendy disappears.

Elizabeth never got to know what happen after 2007 and here it came.

She went to where Wendy lives, knocked on the door. The door opened and no body was outside the door. Elizabeth couldn’t dare to look at her mother again. Over these 50 years, she never thought about her ever again, because she got a new mother name Elizabeth who treated her like a real princess and real little forever cute daughter.

She called Chris who was still in China and told her about Wendy. Chris cried.

The last thing Elizabeth told Chris was

“When you cannot see my body that proofs I am dead, don’t assume that I am already pass away.”

After half hour, Wendy woke up from her dream. It was just a dream that she really disappeared and became a new person. It’s just a dream.

-Wendy

他渐渐合上流露挂念的双眼时，
我意识到自己是一株懈寄生，
当他枯萎时，
猛然发觉，
我失去的，
不只是他给的养分............

he closed the eye, closed the missing.

i realize i just a colacobiosis.

when he wither,

suddenly,

i lost not only nutrient,

but also........

第一支烟：

当这些字都成灰烬  
因为抽烟，所以寂寞  
我像是冬眠的熊  
一个转身的距离

1st cigarette:

the words on the it will disappear

lonely, cause by smoke.

i was like a hibernation bear.

the distance of turn around.

第二支烟：

像陀螺般旋转的女孩  
我是一株檞寄生  
因为思念一直来敲门  
我之所以会发亮，完全是因为你  

2nd cigarette:

dancing like a top.

keep going round and round.

i am a colacobiosis

always missing something.

illuminate by you

第三支烟：

怕黑还出来夜游？  
冬季里惟一的绿  
回忆是时间的函数  
学姐！你室友又在欺负我了 

3rd cigarette:

still missing

第四支烟：

耶诞夜  
那种眼神的温度  
我欠你的，不只是一声谢谢  
相信我，我被这道菜感动了

4th cigarette:

christmas night

the light from you.

thank you will be never enough.

believe me. what you've done is really touching me.

第五支烟：

不忍心看你的眼神  
我应该好好珍惜  
我像是咖啡豆，随时有粉身的准备  
你一定是第一个读者 

5th cigarette:

not dare to look at you

i should take care.

just like a coffee bean

ready for crush every minute

....

第六支烟：

哈哈......肉不要煮太久  
在爱情的世界里，根本没有规则  
你终于出现了！  
你的颜色很纯粹，是紫色 

6th cigarette:

haha..mean cant cook for long.

there's roles in real world but not in love.

you appear with the pure color- purple

第七支烟：

相思树上的红豆  
那不是面具，那叫谎言  
你就是我的太阳啊  
以这一轮明月为证，我发誓

7th cigarette:

to the fruit of the love tree,

all my love is real.

you are my sun. 

第八支烟：

那只是一种激烈的关怀动作  
所有的心智，挣扎着呼吸 
明菁，你也是个压抑的人  
啊 在银幕上移动的，不是电影情节 

8th cigarette:

...

第九支烟：

你在的地方，就是方向  
第二棵离开我的寄主植物  
我会一直等待，为你  
我在哪里，都只离你一个转身的距离 

9th cigarette:

wherever you are, thats my way.

i will wait for you.

i will wait there

not far away, just a distance of a turn.

第十支烟：

有些话必须要鼓起勇气说  
思念的方向，并非朝着天上  
我想念荃的喘息......  

10th cigarette:

something you really to say it.

i miss u....